I slurped an oatmeal cookie
and licked dribbles
off my chin, like
crumbs
of organs in my palms;
the pieces I snatched from
surgery, feigning intelligence
in a nurse’s garb - mismatched scrubs,
purple and blue, skulls on my
stethoscope. Hours later,
you told your mother
“I saw the light”
and asked her to sleep with you
because if I were there,
I would.